Those Near Him

Aaoodhoo billahe minashaitan rajeem 

 Al-Anbiya 21:19

وَلَهُ‌و مَن فِى ٱلسَّمَٰوَٰتِ وَٱلْأَرْضِۚ وَمَنْ عِندَهُ‌و لَا يَسْتَكْبِرُونَ عَنْ عِبَادَتِهِۧ وَلَا يَسْتَحْسِرُونَ 

To Him belongs whoever is in the heavens and the earth. And those near Him are not prevented by arrogance from His worship, nor do they tire.

 Al-Anbiya 21:20

يُسَبِّحُونَ ٱلَّيْلَ وَٱلنَّهَارَ لَا يَفْتُرُونَ 

They exalt [Him] night and day [and] do not slacken.

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Subhan Allah. I want to be near my Lord insha Allah.  And when i read about those who are near Him, i find out they are not arrogant, neither they get tired. And yet I find myself arrogant on His worship and I get tired in His worship. I don't get tired reading Quran and pondering on it. Alhamdolillah. I don't get tired or arrogant standing on prayer alhamdolillah. I don't get tired talking about ayahs from Quran alhamdolillah. But I do get arrogant when His creation starts to bother me. I do get tired when His creation keeps bothering me. Then what kind of worship am I doing to my Lord? If I really worship Him then I should consider loving all of His creation an act of worship to Him. If I really worship Him then tolerating the acts of His creation shouldn't make me tired. Oh Allah make me true worshipper of Yours. Ameen. 

I also notice that those near Him exalt Him day and night and do not slacken. Oh Allah make me like those near You. Ameen.